Basic conclusion: nothing good happens during my period.

Today went a bit better, well aside from me missing my meeting with the [redacted]. That was bad on my part. But also I'm so used to flaking out on them that I forget "oh yeah I'm a part of that group". Unfortunately, they're my main group to turn to for mutual aid. I just wish I was friends with people there.

I want friends who live here. My roomie's ok most days but she and I are just too different for me to fully open up to her. And being open about myself is super important for developing a friendship with me.

When it comes to ranting, there's sort of an art to it you can't get with more serious business essays. Like it just comes bubbling up and you then have to choose which bubbles to burst to make it sound somewhat sensible to read. And it ends up more colorful too, like how if you're really angry U TYPE LIKE THIS AND DON'T BOTHER WITH SPELLING PROPERLYB. Of course I was raised "proper" so even when I'm angry posting I still try to maintain proper spelling when I can. (Less so with grammer oops.)

Have to start work soon. Wished this were longer but I don't have much to say. Well, other than finding out that even amongst other impoverished adults, I'm apparently still rich?

Rich kid amongst the poor.

I'm honestly unsure why I'm even here. People come here to write fanfiction or participate in dwrp. I'm not either of those things. Maybe I'm just tired of Twitter? Not much I can do about that: I still need twitter to keep in contact with friends and prove to employees I'm not a (complete) antisocial monster.

Oh well, it's a fresh start here anyway. I was sick of not being able to log into my old account (which I hardly ever used anyway). Kind of a shame I never finished my whole P3P playthrough, the one I started just to collect Sunday date dialogues. That'd probably be good enough reason to try and get back into it. Wouldn't want that disappearing forever when the account's inevitably deleted.

I guess that's one reason to have this account around. Wordpress is annoying to write blogs in, so if there's any archival stuff or political statements I want to make, this is my best bet. Honestly, it feels refreshing to write a big long post again. I haven't done that since I deleted my Tumblr.

Ah, poor Tumblr. It was a mess but a beautiful one. Probably the smoothest social media I took part in. I miss reblogging fanart :