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Today went a bit better, well aside from me missing my meeting with the [redacted]. That was bad on my part. But also I'm so used to flaking out on them that I forget "oh yeah I'm a part of that group". Unfortunately, they're my main group to turn to for mutual aid. I just wish I was friends with people there.

I want friends who live here. My roomie's ok most days but she and I are just too different for me to fully open up to her. And being open about myself is super important for developing a friendship with me.